Wednesday, October 10, 2007

A Tear


I am not really sure what I want to say in this so I will just see what comes out. I am terribly upset right now. Most people around me here probably wouldn't notice but I can definitely feel it inside. I don't particularly want to say what it is that I am upset about through a blog but if you ask then I might tell you. I would like to say hi to all my friends back home. I am sorry if I don't seem like I am making an effort to keep in touch while I am gone. I really do care about you guys and it isn't personal towards you. I have always had a character flaw where I just expect people to contact me instead of the other way around. I am sorry for that and I am not naive to it. It is a two way street though. I do want to say that I still care about you all and miss you a lot. Just because I am away at college it doesn't mean that everything is hunky dory. It is actually a lot harder to find friends you can really confide in then you would imagine. No friends here are like the ones I can trust back home. So yea I am dealing with some stuff so if any of you could pray for me then that would be amazing. Thanks for listening.

4 comments:

Matthew g Prior said...
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Matthew g Prior said...

Father, I lift up your daughter to you now and ask that you be with her as she is embarking on this new journey. Take care of her, bless her and remind her how much she can rely on you. I ask that you help her as she is in a new position of having to seek out friends. Be with her and show her who she can trust while she as at school. Be with her as she is just not doing well now and help her as she is struggling. Thank you for the wonderful girl you have created her to be, continue to build her up.

amen

Jocelyn Burgess said...

I know excatly how you feel. Girl, I miss you so much! I guess that shrugging off that SOU was a party drug school full of hippies was a bad thing. It's so nuts down here. I'm on room mate #2 after my first moved out without telling me before hand. The group I hang out with are really cool but I am the only one that eats meat. It's so strange. It's hard on me, so keep me in your prayers and I'll keep you in mine.
Stay Strong Gurly!
Be The Rock That God Made You To Be!
I love you!

Zacky said...

I read something today that said time is you r friend until he allows you to find friends. I thought it was stupid at first but i thought about it again and i think i get some of it. You have nothing but time to get friends when you don't have them and when you have them time leaves you and escapes. So even though it seems like forever without friends keep trying and time will fly when you get them. I love you babe! Stay positive!