It is early in the morning
And there is one thing I can’t quit doing
That is thinking of you
Whether I distract myself
Or choose to give in
It doesn’t stop
It upsets me sometimes
I hate feeling hurt and sad
And yet there are those moments that are unbelievable
It is those other moments that bring everything down
Those times are cold
They are numbing
They are unbearable
And yet they have to happen,
How can anyone know how strong they are
If they only go through the easy times
How can anyone know the love they have
The love they hold
Unless they are forced to bear it
Forced to question it
Questioning can make you stronger
So I guess my point is
It hurts
Its cold
The confusion
The miscommunication
The Silence
It is like rain
And yet it isn’t something to hide from
It is something to embrace
Something that as broken as it can make you feel
The tears that it can make fall
It will prevent in the future
It will heal
It will make stronger
It will warm
