Tick...tick...tick

Have you ever noticed how when you are waiting for something, the time ticks by so incredibly slowly? Then, no matter how hard you try to distract yourself, it never seems to speed up and you can never distract yourself from what you are waiting for? That feels like life right now.

Wait

I guess I need to continue to wait. No jumping for me. At least not that I know of yet or anything.

Risk

I am not a risky person. I only do things when I know how they will turn out.

I want to take a step. A leap of faith is more like it. But I still fear the future. The unknown.

I pray for my answers. Sometimes I think I get them, but then I get confused and question it all over again.

Does it show more faith by patiently waiting and knowing the answer when it comes, or by jumping in and risking it?

Should this even be a risk? Maybe for someone like me, someone at this point, it is a risk. I am not like others, as we all know.

Faith, risk, or "patiently" wait?

You know...I really hate indecision and the unknown.